I Needed You

You told me to buckle my seat belt
I told you No
You said I could die
I said So?

You told me to quit smoking
I said Yeah, OK
You then caught me smoking
The very next day

You asked me what was wrong
I told you to leave me alone
I started drinking the next day
When you weren't home

You asked me what was on my arms
I told you I had fell
He said it was bullshit
And started to yell

You asked me for my cell phone
I said it's right over there
I was already unhappy
So I didn't even care

You asked me about the pot
And where my cigarettes were hid
I told you I don't have any
And tried to make you believe I was an innocent kid

You told me where he hid his pot
And I told you I already knew
You couldn't believe it
That I hadn't even given you a clue

You told me I had to leave
And I asked Why?
You hardly said a word
And I just sat there and cried

I asked you to trust me
You said No
I said I need you
You said So?

**one of the most horrible feelings is knowing you're the one who f-cked up**