Only a kind of 6 i was but i was like your shadow,
Everywhere you went i would be you were my grandpa and i looked up to you, like a knight in shinning armour you were there,
everything was perfect the 3 of us: me you and Gran, a perfect family,
When i had nightmares you were there to cuddle me back to sleep,
You used to always laugh at the stupid things i would do,
but you were my Grandpa,
though everything you were there: nightmares, potty training, everything.
I looked up to you like a father, and you treated me like a princess,
two peas in a pod, two halves of one whole,
without each other we were incomplete
all way fine till the cancer came and you didn't want to play no more,
i didn't understand what was happening because i was only a kid,
You never got better and i was scared,
What would happen to my granny? and what about me?,
I was so spoiled didn't care didn't even understand that you wouldn't get better,
all i knew was that the fun Granada wasn't there and i missed him,
the day he died was the darkest day of my life,
it was like a light had been turned out forever.
When i walked in the house not a sound came,
i knew then that nothing would be the same,
in the sitting room you lay there motionless dead to the world,
you lay there dying the world coming to a stand still,
freezing in time was my love for you i didn't understand why you had to go,
To leave us when we still really needed you,
It broke the family apart in some kind of form,
No-one is really talking to each other its like hell,
If you were here none of this would of happened,
I have changed allot since your death but not in a good why,
i don't no why its affected me this way, all i know is i miss my knight in shinning armour.
I still feel you presence over me, guiding me through life,
I will never forget you no matter what life brings my way. you might of died when i was young but the memories still stick out like a sore thumb,
Birthdays have been missed, exam results read out and still your not here,
I know that your looking down on us and shaking your head right now,
Grandpa we miss you so much and think about you every day especially Gran.
