Sometimes I really wish that I
could just up and die
Maybe jump from a building
to see if somehow I'd fly
And if I didn't thru the
sky I'd fall
I want to fall
Sometimes I wonder if I'd have
anyone to miss
If I let this blade bless me
with a passionate kiss
Would the blood flow far enough
for me to leave
I want to leave
Sometimes I feel like I just
want to let it all go
With these pills I take
with vodka it just all seems to flow
Would I slip into a
neverending dream
I want to dream