In the mirror I see the red of bloodshot eyes
And i know there's no disguise to hide me from who I am
ON the table there's an empty bottle and cigarettes
And random scribblings from the night before
I don't remember what I have wrote or what I have done
And that is scaring me beyond belief
But I know tonight will be the same just like the
Other nights and I will go through this all again
But till then I will pledge my faith
Throw the bottle out the door
Cover you with endless lies
Say I wont drink any more
But when the day is done
It will be just like before
Because one thing never changes
That bottles always outside my door
All I gotta do is open up that door and let my life go back to
The mess it always use to be
It seems the door is pounding relentless as it always has been
The noise is drowning out my world.
Be strong they always say and pat me on the back for all the
Months that have gone by this time
I struggle to fight the urge and overcome the madness of this
Shit that has control of me
