Lovely shadows dance in my head
insulting me with their confusion
they threaten my sanity with rage
they over take me leaving me beaten
I do not know the answers
how could not know them for my own problems
stars shined as i gaze past
trying to see what there is left
is there anything left of me
decayed and gruesome to the eye
and feared by the mind
I cant help what has already passed
it is happening with out my knowledge
i do not travel in time
nor do i mess with the past
it is not my place
my mind is confusing
even to me
i do not know its capabilities
i do not pride in it
it is a curse
sent to punish me for my unforgivingness
i do not regret what i have done
i will survive
not untouched through
i will be scarred by the emotional whip
they will restrain me
daring the power i do not know
it forsaked and manipulated me
i am beaten i can do no more
i feel my life slipping
i will soon be gone
with no reason
