Why must i be so stupid

Why must I be so stupid to
not see what your doing to
me,Why must I be so stupid
to not know that everything
You say is nothing but more
lies,
Why must I be so stupid to
cry over you if your nothing
but a f*c*!n jerk,
Why must I be so stupid and
Love you if you don't love me back,
Why must I be so stupid to
not look deeply into your
eyes and see everything you
hide behind,I'm just not willing
to find all the lies that will tear
my heart apart ,Why must I be so stupid to not
see that you love her
Why must I be so stupid that I
let you into this so called life of
mine,
Why must I be so stupid and try
to keep our untrue love strong
when we both just want this to
END!