I don't know what to do god,
so I'm coming to you,
i know we haven't talked before,
but here's what I'm going through...
mom isn't doing so well,
shes fighting to stay alive,
and dad can't stop yelling,
i can't keep this inside..
all my friends are leaving me,
death is all around,
I'm trying to stand up and face the world,
but the world be pushing me down...
so I'm talking to you because,
i don't have another way out,
can you please take time for a broken heart,
the world forgot about?
can you tell my homies if you see them,
that their girl ain't doing too good,
but I'm gonna find my way into heaven,
once i find a way out the hood...
and can you tell my best friend Aisha,
that I will see her again,
and I'm trying to make it to heaven,
and that her homie gonna win..
and if my mom has to go,
can you save her a special place...
and don't ever let her be ashamed of me,
like she is today...
and I never knew my father,
do you see him around?
if you do tell him his baby girl,
is trying to make him proud...
i don't know if you hear me,
or if your even really there,
but i can't talk about it otherwise,
do you even care?
i know I've never talked to you,
or asked you for anything,
but i can't keep my head above the water,
so i had to pray...
