I've always loved you....

Just a poem to tell you,
even though it's now to late.
How much I've always loved you,
even though now we are just mates.

I spent so much time,
focusing on the bad.
I never told you how much I smiled,
only that you made me sad.

I wasted so much time,
saying you weren't there.
That I never has the chance to see,
all the times you cared.

I told you way to often,
how much that I had hurt.
I never saw the times,
that I treated you like dirt.

But now I can't tell you,
cause I'm scared I'll want you back.
What's worse is that you'll reject me,
and I know that for a fact.

I spend so many days wishing,
that I could tell you one last time...
How much I've always loved you,
and how I wish that you were mine.