Lesbian eyes..an old poem

As I sit here and wait for my ride
I think to myself I want to die
I have so many problems I want to cry
Mental Problems
Family Problems
Relationship Problems
I can't understand these feelings I have
As if I could possibly care
Truth or dare
Truth
Do I know how to love people (girls)?
Yes
Do i need love in my life?
Yes
I feel the blood draining from my face
And I need to get out of this place
Knowing I'm my family's big disgrace and embarrassment
The dead rise again
The living are immortal
Still sitting waiting for my ride
It makes me want to hide knowing I can make others cry
and weep for me as if I am deceased
My parents despise me
For reasons unknown
Because of their hatred
My soul has grown

My soul has grown to a point of one major thing....
I HATE ME LIFE

As I see this world with my lesbian eyes