Take My World Apart

Thinking of what my life would cost,
and all the people i have lost.
I wipe away the crimson stains,
and all the tears that still remain.
More and more I need you now,
more and more each passing hour.
This battle between grace and pride, no wonder I don't feel alive.
I gave up not so long ago,
I just didn't want you to know.
So steal my heart and take my pain.
and all the loneliness that remains.
wash my tears away take my pride.
take the beauty take the tears.
take my world apart.
I'll watch the world i use to know,
wondering when i get to go.
Can you answer my questions?
tell me why I'm here,
i fell into a hole,
now all i feel is fear.
and i gave you my heart,
but can you take the pain too?
and is it okay to cry,
cuz i don't know what to do.
I'm on my knees,
praying for something,
I lost so long ago.
Looking in the mirror one last time,
at the girl i used to know.
So you can take my heart,
take my tears, and give me back,
my one reason,
for being here.
Take my world apart,
I don't want it anymore.
Its time to make a change,
and open a new door.
So I wipe the tears off my face,
I'm not looking for a way out,
I'm praying for an easier way.
Thinking of what my life might cost.
remembering all the things I've lost
wiping away all my pain,
but the loneliness still remains.
More and more i need you here.
this battle between hope and fear.
not sure if i will win,
cuz all this stuff just comes back again.
i gave up not so long ago,
fell to my knees and let it go.
Said goodbye to what i used to know.
you stole my heart you stole my pain,
and all the loneliness that remained.
you took the things i could not hide.
took my battles took my pride.
you washed away the crimson stains.
and all the rest that still remained.
but still
more and more i need you here,
could you take my world apart?
because i can't make it on my own.