Pushing You Away

I wish I could be better for you
Somehow, rewrite my past
I wish there was something I could do
So I could make this last

But I have to let you go
Even if it means letting my heart break
I can't continue to know
That I am your one mistake

If I didn't know who I was
And who I am today
It's be okay because
Then I'd have a say

But I do know
All that I'm made of
So I have to let go
And forget about our love

Because it's something I can't keep
So I'll let you hate me
And, at night, I'll cry till I fall asleep
Knowing we cannot be

And when I can't seem to breathe
It'll be because I'm thinking of you
I'm so sorry I have to leave
But it's all I can do…