Thoughts*

I was never that kind of gurl
That would hurt herself or others
But all the pain around me
Is making me do hurtful things

Every night I bleed
And I cry myself to sleep
And hopping I will never wake up
In this world again

So many thoughts
Are running through my head
And I cant keep up with them
There is so many hurtful things
That I want to do

So many throughts
So many hurtful things

I just wish there was someone
Someone to help and listen to me
But everyone is just so damn busy

No one never has time for me
But when they need someone
I am always there

I just wish once in my life
I would have someone
Someone to help and listen to me

Then maybe all the throughts
In my head would stop
And I will not do hurtful things
To myself or others

I am just wish