The pain remains

Here I am all alone
In a shadow
My heart is cold and lost
There is no will to go one

I don't want to be lonely
I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to cry
So why don't you just let me love you

When the sky is gray
There is no will to go on
Because my heart is clover in pain

I hate that I showed
That I have lost control
Cause I went back to things that
I need to get aways from

The ache is about to break me
I cant stop it
There is no need to
Cause there is no hope

The pain remains the same
So does the shadow
I am screaming inside
To try to grasp for the sweet air
To go inside me
So i am not cold and lost

I am trying to brake down these wall that
I have built for myself
Cause of being alone is not helping me

I know its not impossible
To brake down the walls and to love
But it is impossible to forget the pain
The pain of being all alone

To forget is to know
In the suffering of pain in love