I am breathing, eating, and sleeping yet i am dead never lived life to the fullest only in shame feel like i don't deserve a single breath but a bulletin my chest have no love my mom gives my sister buckets of love while i only get a drop and my sister's tub is over flowing try so hard for my mom to love me get so close to reaching the silver lining with one little face she erases it all she will always be the queen of my mother's heart i will forever be the hallow log i should stop fighting the inevitable ought to just end my life with a single shot
