Best freinds or do you like me too?

I don't know what to do, I'm so confused about you.
The day you came into my life you knew how to carry me though.
I don't know how you really feel on the inside, I'm too afraid to ask, I wouldn't want to ruin our wonderful relationship.
I need to get a grip,its hard when you like your best guy friend. I never thought I would have to pretend I didn't like someone.
Someone who has been there from the beginning till the end.
One day I was talking to you and when you left I felt Bent.
I never wanted to tell you that I dint want it to be some dramatic event.
To a greater Extent I wasn't ever sure how you feel about me.
I didn't want you to act different, no more sharing story's or just talking about really dumb stuff.
That would be so rough, and strangely enough, I would miss all of that so much.
When I try to tell you I get scared and give up in a huff.

So now I'm getting tough, I'm gong to to tell you all of this.
I hope we can remiss, And go back to just going crazy.
I Hope our friendship to you isn't hazy.

Just one last question I have for you, Do you like me too?
Or are still best friends like we used to?