I'm Sorry...

Today I saw the real you,
a side i've never seen.
It hurt me so bad,
to watch you suffer endlessly.
The shit that happened
made you realize,
this life that you made
went wrong in one night.
I wish I could help you,
as i stand by your side.
I know you are worthy
as you ask me not to cry,
while I stand here,
and watch you slowly die.
I touch you gently,
one last time.
You feel so cold,
I can't stop crying.
You wipe my tears,
and say good-bye.
Suddenly I feel a chill up my spine,
then I realize that you left this life.
You've gone away,
left for good,
I guess you never really understood,
how I felt from the start,
now it's so hard to watch us part.
I love you so much,
with all my heart.
I can't believe,
it had to end this way,
with such misery bound to be our fate.
I'm sorry I never said,
the things I meant to say.
I'm sorry I let the memories fade.