Whatever you want

We were together,
Happy as could be,
Lovers forever,
But something happened to me.

I don’t know why,
But I couldn’t cope,
Suddenly shy,
I lost all hope.

I ruined my life,
When I left you,
Caused even more strife,
Surprised you didn’t sue.

I made you feel sh*t,
But believe me- I felt worse,
I’ve been such a twit,
But now you’ve got her.

I have rolled my dice,
And we should be history,
But you ask me for advice,
To make her happy.

I try to help but I am no use,
I want to make you feel you belong
But everything I say seems to confuse,
That’s because it’s always wrong.

She could be the one,
But I thought it was me,
I seem to have forgotten,
How to do things correctly.

I feel so stupid,
What have I done?
Along came cupid,
And I had to run.

Should I ask you back?
Could I ignore the pain?
I think I’m loosing track,
I’m going insane.

I would let you do whatever you wanted,
So long as you were pleased,
I would let do whatever you hinted,
I’d give you everything you need.

After everything you’ve been through,
I think that you deserve it,
I think that you should do,
Anything to stop you feeling sh*t.

I’m sorry for everything I’ve done,
And for all that I’ve said,
Always at the wrong time, it’s been no fun,
I wish that I was dead.

I guess I can’t change the past,
But I sure wish I could,
I wish I had made it last,
And not shown you my heart made from wood.

I would say anything,
As long as it made you happy,
I would do everything,
To stop you being sad baby.

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