Haunting me

he holds my hand and kisses my head
makes sure he tells me goodnight before going to bed
i close me eyes as we share our first kiss tonight
moments later I'm pulling away wishing it was you that was holding me tight
why is it when i close my eyes its only you i see
its hard to understand, your face your memory its haunting me
i tell myself i don't need you to go on and be with him
though deep inside all i want is you, your just different from all of them
i run to his arms, their always open, i guess its my new safe place
with him I'm happy but when i was with you i was in a state of grace
he says he loves me and promises to be all he can be
but in the end its you, your face your memory its haunting me
hes holding me tight keeping me close his face holding a big smile
I'm smiling too hoping that in the end this pain is worth the while
his gentle touch and loving glance should be all that i need
Ive got him and you've got her so why for you do i still beg and plead
i love you and i still haven't left you yet, you gave up on me
so why is that I'm the one tortured, your face your memory its haunting me