Gone

Everyday was like hell
Getting up
Going to school
Getting made fun of all day
Finally coming home to an empty home
Crying all my fears away
Know one called
Know one asked
So I locked myself up
Yesterday I had enough
So instead of crying
I found a knife
I cut and cut
And bled so much I fainted
The next day came
And I was still lying helpless
My heartbeat slowed down
My breaths got short
And then I let go
I just didn’t want to hold on
I lied there for about 3 days
Until finally my mom got home
She wouldn’t have noticed
If it hadn’t smelt
She just saw me there
And whispered its about time
Then she drank the memories away
Cause she knows I'm gone