I Guess I'm Nothing To You

I guess I just don't understand
why does this have to be so hard
and why can't I just be the one you love
am I really that bad
what is wrong with me
your the only love I've had
why can't I make you see
you mean the world to me
I hate seeing you two together
and I hate not being with you
is it going to be like this forever
ya you've made me cry
right now I just want to die
I just need to talk to you
and I just need you to hold me
I know you must like me a little
because we have been together before
but maybe that meant nothing
and to you I was just a wh0re
you probably used me
and my love you abused
I want to know the truth
and I don't want to think about you anymore
I just want to shut you out
I wish I could slam the door
but it's not that simple
something I can't explain
I hate that just seeing you
makes me go insane
I wish we had never met
because than I wouldn't have trusted you
and let you do the things we did
I guess it was all just a lie
there's nothing left to do but cry

**I know a lotta people are probably like it is JUST a guy! Get over it! I wish I Could but really you'll never understand if thats how you see it because this isn't about just a guy...its about the only guy I have ever loved and he broke my heart. PLEASE VOTE *N* COMMENT EVERYONE...