Missing You Lil Sister

The days are cold
And my nights are long
Truth be told
Life's been a sad song

Replaying the day
Over and over in my head
The day you went away
The day I heard you were dead

Phone rang late in the night
Filled with dread,
I switched on the light
Listening to what was said

They'd found a letter
Written by you
Saying things would be better
It was the only thing you could do

You said no one cared
You couldn't live anymore
And you weren't at all scared
To close life's door

You asked Please don't shed a tear,
Be happy I have no more pain,
Live life-even though I'm not here,
In dying I have nothing to lose, and everything to gain.

If you were here today
I would let you know
How I miss you everyday
I wasn't ready to let you go

I will always love you
Forever you'll stay in my heart
By my side whatever I do
Even though for now we are apart

You didn't need to end your life
Why did you think you were alone?
You didn't need that knife
So sad? you weren't even grown

My little sister, age only of ten
You had so much to live for
If only you knew what life could have been
Maybe you would've held on some more

How was life so bad
To make you throw it away?
Although we will always be sad,
Forever your memory will stay

Your smile warms my cold days
Your beauty passes the long nights
Remembering you in little ways
Gives my life a little light

I love you lil sister, always and forever
Rest peacefully for now my angel dear
Till the day we're together
That day when you will dry my tears

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