Since You've Gone

I've tried yoga, I've tried cooking,
But my heart still jumps when you are looking.
I've tried poetry, I've tried exercise,
Yet I still dream of your soulful eyes.
I've tried reading, I've tried sewing,
Yet I still stare when you're not looking.
I've tried shopping, I've tried flirting,
Still I can't stop my heart from hurting.
I've gone to movies, I've made new friends,
Yet the love I have won't seem to end.
I've started sketching, I've started painting,
Still my heart continues waiting.

I've changed my looks, I cut my hair,
All the things that made you stare.
I've stopped smiling, I've stopped living,
Since the day, your heart stopped giving.