My last thoughts

Walking through his world
cold and alone
my eyes blinded by hate
and Ive lost everything i know

i drop to my knees
crying out in confusing
in the darkness i begin to see
these deep dark illusions

familiar faces flash before me
as I'm broken on my knees
I'm so lost and alone by myself
in deep insanity

by everyone i loved and trusted
i have been betrayed
now I'm left here in the dark
cringing and afraid

demonic beings come
and rip apart my soul
leaving me here helpless
with nothing left to show

death has become the only thing i desire
all i can see now
is a lake of eternal fire

my thoughts burn with the hate
building in my mind
my eyes burn with the tears
that are falling from my eyes

i take the sharpened knife
and raise it to my wrist
i press the blade against my skin
and blood starts to pour from it

but don't worry i saved my last thoughts for you
through everything Ive been through
you've remained so true

you stood beside me
and have stayed until the very end
I'm sorry you had to watch my soul die deep within

i love you, please don't miss me
I'm sorry this was my only escape
but it all became to hard and to much for me to take

now my head is spinning
and my heart is beating fast
freedom from my hurt and pain
has finally come at last