Why do I act like this?
I hate it when I get this pissed.
There are things I cant say
It upsets me even more everyday.
It seems like no one ever cares
and to me I just wish I was never there.
My temper gets so bad
that it makes everyone mad
I do and say things I don’t mean
and there is no way I can take back my actions and words
Mom, she just doesn’t understand me
and I wish she would just see.
That she is taking my life away.
She takes more and more each day
She is holding on to me to long,
She is holding on to me to tight
she needs to let me free.
So I can see what life has in store for me
I cant tell her this,
because she will get really pissed.
Today I said I hated this f**king house
and told Roger I would not shut my mouth.
When I am up set I cant control myself,
I want to know what causes me to do this,
what causes me to snap and be so pissed
I can’t say I am sorry because I wont mean it.
Right now I feel like pure shit.
