Not in the same old way

I'm standing here all alone
watching the sun to set
memories, i have of you
soon, i will all forget

every time i look at you
and stare deep into your eyes
damn it! i love you!
why couldn't you just realize!

whenever i come near you
you start pushing me away
what in the world should i do
just to make you stay

maybe staying with you, when i should have gone
was my biggest mistake
but hear my words, from this day on
my heart, you shall never take

no magic nor miracle
could ever turn back the time
coz what you've done could never repair
this broken heart mine

i was the one who took the risk
the one who had to lose it all
you just stood there when i was helpless
and watched me as i fall

did it ever come to your mind
that we could be more than friends?
we could have worked things out
but i guess this is how our story ends

i guess you never knew
that i loved you more than life
but what i got in return
was a heart stabbed by a knife

i hope you could live your life
knowing what you just missed
you just gave up on real love
and never took that risk

my only wish, just for you
is to be happy as you can be
coz that is what i could give to you,
my silent part of me

tomorrow, as i wake up
i'll be over you
gone will be the days of suffering
that i have been through

before i leave and go on with life
listen to what i have to say
i love you and always will
just not in the same old way

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