Why?? why?? why??

Why did you promise to love me
if you're not willing to do it from the start?
why did you stay in my heart for a couple of months
if you know that you will leave in end?
why did you play around with my heart while my heart is being kept peacefully on the side?
these questions will forever hunt me until the day that i die.
i just can't imagine how foolish i am when it comes of loving you.
you've showed me alot of good things from the start
but as time passes by, i started to see the other part of you.
your evil side just breaks my heart so badly.
i just can't imagine how you torn my heart into pieaces.
it is so hard for me to put those pieces together.
hoping that i'll get over you soon.