You never know what you have till you lost it

I never knew how much I loved you till this day.
I woke up from my sleep and all I did was pray.
I prayed and cried
Because I knew I was dieing inside.
My head was filled with thoughts of you and I felt weak.
And then collapsed when I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
Grab the pillow I pulled and I teared.
All I could remember was the good times we shared.
My heart began to beat a thousand times infinity
I was lost in my room of serenity.
But inside my heart was going crazy.
And my head was woozy.
I realize now what I truly lost.
And now my heart is covered with a blanket of frost.
I hate that it had to end.
Because now my heart wont even bend.