You, My dream, Endless

I found out today that I still love her even though she doesn't care.
I found out today that I had something something I thought wasn't there.
I'm told your angry at me and I can understand why.
But I can't talk to you knowing your with another guy.

It was you who ended it and I suppose thats how you want it to stay.
But I want you back, I want you this is what I pray.
I don't know if you love him, I don't know if he loves you.
But what I expressed to you was true.

I thought I chased after you but you were never caught.
I tried and tried to be everything you sought.
But I'm only human, this is my rot.

I can tell you how beautiful you are.
I can tell you how your eyes twinkle like stars.
I can tell you how your hair has elegant natural waves.
I can tell you all of these, may my heart be saved.

Would you find it in your heart to accept me as I am.
Would you find it in your heart to accept what I amend.
You were in my dreams the other night.
I woke up and all I could do was squeeze my pillow tight.

I lay in bed and memories flood my mind.
I'm flooded in endless thought.
Punker was found and my tears were fought.
He was the only comfort that I could find.

So here I am in bed your probably sleeping.
And here I am my eyelids seeping.
Tucked into a ball
Long behold I never got up from a fall.

F.Y.I. Punker is the name of the teddy bear she gave me and I still have it and look at it everyday.