I'm sorry i had to do this,
this time it is no lie,
i already took the pills,
so i guess I'm gonna die,
i always used to kid myself,
and put my suicide notes in my shelf,
but today is no lie,
today is the day I'm going to die,
my friends don't believe me,
they think i might run away,
but this has nothing to do with my home life,
this has to do with me,
i just don't like myself,
i hate comparing me to somebody else,
so i took these pills to disappear somebody else,
i don't know whats ahead of me,
but when i get there I'll see,
its just that i feel there's missing a big part of me,
i don't care what you have to say,
at least i don't have to hear everyone each and everyday,
i never really cared before what you have to say,
i know that your going to say i gave up to easy,
you are not living in my shoes,
and god doesn't give you the right to choose,
the pills are kicking in,
I know this is a big sin,
and i don't have a big grin,
so i just want to say to everyone,
mom thanks for giving me my life,
and dont think i didn't give up without a fight,
dad thanks for always being there, I'll never know just how much you cared,
to all my ex-boyfriends don't think this is cause of you,
but thanks for showing me all my mistakes then i knew what to do,
all my friends i love you forever,
even though I'll be gone don't change what so ever,
to everyone try not to cry,
remember this was my choice to find what i wanted to do with my life, so i guess this is good-bye
