Twisted Thoughts

Twisted thoughts,
racing threw my mind,
Should I keep looking?
Im afraid of what i may find.

I see the door
Should I open it up?
Should I leave it alone?
All those questions go into a cup.

Pick one out
Read it out loud
Scream in rage
When there is no crowd.

I find my thoughts
raced and slurred
I can't go anywhere
I can't be cured.

Laugh, cry
wish you could die
Smile, scream
I can no longer dream.