The day i tried to leave!

The day i tried to leave not even a year ago was one i wont forget

waking up not knowing what i had in store

getting out of bed i find my bottles of pills

i get a glass of water and take it to my room

i start taking 5 or 6 of each kind

then get into bed and lay under the covers

i fall asleep for a couple hours

and my mom comes to see if I'm alright and i said I'm fine, just tired

i fall asleep again and kept getting hot flashes on and off

couple more hours have passed my mom comes to check up on me again

by then my body kept twitching but i told her it was nothing

then i was blacking out and my heart beats were off going fast to slow

she come in ounce more hours later to check on me again

but this time turned on the lights

i looked at her and told her i was OK but she saw my eyes weren't rite

then she checked my pulse and asked me What i did

i told her what i did and she told me to go to the car i could barley walk

she rushed me to the hospital

as i was laying the hospital bed watching my heart beat on the monitor i looked over to see my mom crying

tears rolling down her cheeks i didn't know what to say i didn't know what to do

then i heard her say" i don't know what to do anymore" and i started crying

no one could help me i had to wait to see if i would die or not

after a couple hours have gone by the doc said i was going to be OK

then i got taken away in an ambulance for about a week or so

if i took a couple more of each of the pills i wouldn't be here today

that day i wont forget the day i tried to leave

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