My Reality

The euphoria of a new day
Concealing the reality
The guilty sun
Veiled in cythrea's song
I wake up with the echoes
Of last nights dream
In this dream inertia
I was with you my love
The world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold
The curve of your lips
Rewrite history

I reincarnate
Across space and time
Transferring these twisted lanes
Into the pit of doom
Where my mind refuses to believe
So beautiful
So perfect
I wince away & instead of my lies
I find heaven in your eyes

You love me
You love me not
I know not
Why you hate me so
I know not why I love you so

I say your name
Just to hear it
It echo’s in this room
Reminding me of my desolation
Edging towards the darkness

I can’t bear to see you in his arms
I can’t bear to see you living this lie
Hatred and love
Burning through my veins
Cauterizing my soul

Cold and alone
There’s nothing left to lose
You left me a pauper
Just me and my insanity
Not a fear not a reality
Yet I wish you were here
Tearing me to bits
Anything but this silence
When all I can do
Is think of you

A warm shade of morning
That came too soon
Waking me away from my dream
Flinging me in my nightmare

Your picture on the wall
Torments me
Your thoughts in my mind
Distort me

My last prayer
Dead roses at my feet
Dark angels accompany me
And I find my life
In a twisted flavor of hate
My Hate is all I have to live for
My Hate is all I have

Welcome my friends
To the real world
The word for scarred hearts
And forgotten dreams
The world of my silent screams