Cant hold on

Cant hold on for another tomorrow
my mind is drowning in my sorrow
stay strong and fight until my death?
or should i give up,
and let go of my last breath?
i want to give up but,
there has to be something more
my body feels weak
right down to the core
I'm ashamed of my reflection
that looks back from the mirror
a boring empty female
filled with fear
my eyes stare straight back at me
tears start pouring
because i hate what i see
someone be here,
someone hear my cry
someone help me,
i just want to die
but no one comes and I'm left alone
i wanna call somebody,
but i tweak to the dial tone
so totally blank i sit here,
where i am nobody knows,
but at the sound of a gunshot,
my fragile eyes close.....

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