Sweet Embrace

I have this on-line friend,
Who seems to care about me so.
He is much too old for me,
Something we both know.

I hang on his every word,
Each time when we speak.
He is slowly teaching,
This broken heart to beat.

He says he would kill,
For someone just like me.
He makes me appreciate who I am,
Not telling me who I ought to be.

I didn't want to go too far,
I slowly started shaking.
You can't just forget the past,
Of your beaten heart breaking.

He said it was my choice,
His words making me hesitate.
Decisions are another mistake,
I'm not willing to make.

I think he senses my depression,
I haven't told him I cry each night.
All those times I thought they'd understand,
Regretting the times I wasn't right.

He says he's always there,
Anytime for me.
Trying to hide my stress,
I think he really sees.

Though he won't tell me,
He sees my hidden pain.
He is bargaining with the sun,
To dry up all my rain.

He loves to make me happy,
Doing everything he can.
He tells me to do what I want,
Be proud of who I am.

He told me what a kiss was,
Making it sound amazing.
Wrap your tongue around mine,
Entrance me with your gazing.

Nibble on my lip,
Tuck me in your arms.
Hold me in the grass,
Keep me safe from harm.

Roll on top of me,
Caress my cheeks.
Keep me out of cold,
Make my knees go weak.

Run your fingers through my hair,
Pull me close to you.
Suck on my tongue,
Just like you said you'd do.

Give me my first kiss,
Really make it last.
Take all my heart breakers,
And shove them in the past.

Watch me blush,
As I eat.
Take all my sorrows,
And make them something sweet.

Come and save me now,
Love me like you should.
Put me back together,
Like an angel would.

Megan 2004 §