I'm Sorry Mommy Part Two

Mommy it’s me again
And I’ve thought it all through
Mommy I’ll never be perfect
I’ll never be enough for you

Mommy listen to me
I’m going to make this loud and clear
Mommy I have my life to live
And I just don’t feel that the end is near

Mommy I’m beautiful
Too bad you can’t be proud
Mommy it’s not my time to go
To be in heaven floating, amongst the clouds

Mommy I see everything differently
Everything seems to be so clear
Mommy I have faith now
God wiped away all my fear

Mommy I tired to leave
But God sent me back
Mommy, He shown light into the place
That was cold and black

Mommy I know you’re disappointed
But that’s just too bad
Mommy It’s time for me to live my life
I can no longer be sad

Mommy it hurt so much
To lay on the ground bleeding
Mommy, I kept asking God to take me
I never stopped pleading

Mommy they found me
Even in my little hiding place
Mommy I told them to let me die
I didn’t want to be your biggest disgrace

Mommy no one listened
And they proceeded to keep me alive
Mommy this kind man helped me
Told me he cared and that I would survive

Mommy you’ll never know
How you’ve made me feel
Mommy, sometimes I hate you
It’s hard to believe my past is real

Mommy I’m going to live
And I’m going to prove you wrong
Mommy, I never had problems
It was you all along

Mommy this is my final goodbye
I’m moving on to a whole new world
Mommy I don’t care that I’m not you wanted
I don’t care I’m not that perfect little girl

By. Luz Ramirez

* Well this is my sequel to this poem. I came up with it when I was cleaning lol. Honestly I think it’s the best way to end it because I know that I will never let my mother have the last laugh. I will do my best to get through these years and then I will move out and have the best life ever. I know a lot of people feel the way I do and I think hope is the best ting anyone can have because event though someone can knock you down no one can take your hope away. I hope you guys enjoy this one. I know it's probably not the best *