The right of the wrong

They say a smile makes the world go round
but my worlds still spinning
i battle between right and wrong
and the wrong keeps on winning

they say I'm a good girl
but is that really me?
or am i afraid of consequences
that might just be the Key

everything i do
is another mistake
and while i might seem real
sometimes i feel so fake

i want to do the right thing
but i always do the wrong
and if i do something right
the pride isn't that long

i am a mistake of all reason
a mistake in itself
i cant do something good
and I'm afraid of myself

so go ahead say I'm a good girl
that i always do whats right
this time i wont argue
or try to pick a fight

but inside i feel naughty
because i am a mistake
and everyone telling me different
is just to much to take

so ill call myself good
to try to cover up the lie
maybe i can fool you all
but if you ask i wont deny