Bleeding crimson drops

Too many times I've seen them cry
and too many friends learn to fly
every night I cry over one thing or another
every problem I go through
makes me grow inside
friends dieing, crying, guys, girls,
has beens, and now ares
they make me stronger
make me think
should I be bleeding in a sink...
Would they even notice?
Does it matter, they don’t care
My life means nothing to everyone, no one wants me
I reach out my hand no one grabs it, no help is found
Here Left alone I am to decide weather or not to bleed
As I had before…
I lift my head only to see my burning heart has been set free
And yet the pain is still with in me
I decide…
Death is not for the now, but before me,
sure society is a bunch of bull, guys and girls come and go
but you my friends and angles
are always here this I know
No matter the pain, and tears
Even if I cause my self to bleed crimson drops
you are always here for me
As I am for you
I now leave my decision up to you
For it is not my choice to cause you pain
It is yours to decide
If you want to drive your self over the edge
Bringing your friends and angles with you
which is no choice at all
It continues like this, with these choice less decisions to make
In the end your choice affects everyone
eventually you'll find
There’s always Too much this, too many that
no one understands all this…this
bull crap, they just don't the way you want them to
if no one cares why do they stare
why do they Dis you
if only for your better
don't be like me, and think everyone is better than you
because its not true
the beauty in side always shines through
To one person or another
You could be just like a brother
There could be some person out there hanging on your every word
Or maybe its just you that thinks that’s up surd
There's always too much of everything
so don't pay attention to the things that don't matter
live your life and let the right things for you, come to you, don't chase them, except for dreams of course, love and be loved, and never let go, don't be a afraid to let it all show
Because maybe it’s just them that don’t understand
There's always too much, and too many
We just have to live with it
And find something or someone to live for

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