Why didn't you listen?

As I stand by this tree
Looking at all the flowers around
The signs and crosses
that cover the ground
I think to myself
what could i have done
why didn't you listen
I said call when your done
if you really care
and didn't want to hurt me
how come i am standing here
where i know you took your last breath
why did you have to be stubborn
how come you didn't think of me
or anyone else that stand along side me
The next day we stood together too
as we watch them lower you down
The dirt soon over you
The many night I cry myself to sleep thinking of you
So if you care so much about me
Why did you get into that car with so much to drink
I told you to call me I would pick you up
So why didn't you listen?
why did you mess up?