Trying to Trust

You don't know how much I miss you
you don't know how much I care
you don't know how much time
I spend just wishing you were there

You think I don't want you
and you think I'm a h0e
but don't believe the sh*t you hear
I can't let you go

maybe you used me
and maybe you don't think about me
as much as I think of you
but I'm lost and don't know what to do

I can't make it without you
I can't make it all alone
I can't stand not talking to you
I wish you would answer the phone

I called you tonight
you said it would be alright
you told me you care
and wish I was there

I know it's complicated
I know I don't want this to end
I know it might have to
your my brother's best friend

I miss you holding me at night
when I was in your arms everything felt right
I miss looking into your eyes
when you'd hum sweet lullabies

you don't know your the one I love
the one sent for me from above
but now you know I miss you
I hope you were truthful
when you said you miss me too