Everyday its pain
It just gets to me in every way
I cant fight no more
I cant stop it
I cant hide it
Outside people see me smiling
But inside I'm really dying
I put on an act
So then no one knows the real me
I lie so no one questions me
I don't know what i am
I have no hope
I am alone
With no one
Desperate for help
But not willing to ask
Or accept it
I cry bitter tears at night
When no ones watching
I just want someone to realise
I want to show them
But am to scared to
So i reach out in other ways
But still no one sees
No one hears my silent pleas
They don't realise soon they wont be
able to help me at all.
They all think I'm happy
That I'm a complete nutter
But what they see is all lies
They will realise soon enough
When I'm gone
I will be finally noticed
Maybe...
