I scream in agony
As the pain seeps through me
I cant take it anymore
I grab the knife off the bench
I know with 1 quick slit
I will be bleeding to death
Through a hole in my neck
Then i could stab it right through my heart
I just wish it would all stop
Just go away
I look at my hand and see its shaking
I think to myself this is for the best
It could be no other way
I suddenly feel calm
I grip the knife in my hand and bring it to my throat
I quickly slice it across my vein
I can feel the warm sticky blood spilling
through the hole
I look at my hands in amazement
I really did it
I look around one last time as my world starts to fade
It has started raining
The world has stopped moving, watching me,
as i fall to the floor and moan.
I feel the last of my strength drain away
My eyes Begin to close,
I feel my heart beat its last beats
"good-bye" i whisper softly
before everything fades into darkness and i breathe my last breathe
Thinking of you as i go
