Inside she screams

She wakes up screaming again, only realizing it was nightmare.
This nightmare never ends, it's her life, what she goes through each day of her lonely life.
These dreams, they never stop, whether she's awake or sleeping, it doesn't matter to her.
She wants the feelings to stop. She grabs a razor and slits her wrist. Somehow she knew she had to do this. She feels loved and cared for and so grateful for razors.
She watches her wrists bleed and realizes what true happiness means. She becomes so happy.
For once in her miserable life everything seems so rite it seems so perfect why won't this last for more than one night.
She knows it won't be good when the nightmare begins, but she thinks in her mind
Tomorrow is a new day a new razor a new scar...........a new meaning to live