I NEED to die

I go now .. to lay at the spot I first saw you
the love that i thought would stay pure and true
i lay here on the island outside the mall
I lie dead in this brisk fall
I said I was OK.. but i was actually planning suicide
I gave yet another person a chance inside
They cut out my heart and threw it away
and thats why i killed myself today
this message will be found on my death bed
The bullet from a .22 through my head
wrists will b slit too
I do this in memory of you
I will mark OCT. 2 2004 12:45PM on the cement
and where a heart was found ....it shall be sent
i shall die.....
and yes .. i know you\'ll cry
but then y did u leave
and go grieve
makes no sense to me
as you can see
I\'m now dead
but u pulled the trigger that put the bullet into my head