Do I pretend?

I don't know what to do
Do i pretend I'm okay?
Do i act like I'm looking forward
to another day?

Do I pretend that I'm happy?
and never second guess?
Do i pretend that under this mask,
I don't look like a mess?

Do i pretend that this isn't all an act?
Do i pretend that i can handle
the impact?

Do i pretend like
i can understand
my heart
and act like it's not torn apart?

Do I pretend like
i know my purpose in life?
DO i act like I'm willing to go
through this fight?

PLEAZ RATE
Steffi