Confused

I feel like an empty shell
A lonely girl, a lost soul.
My life has turn to hell
And my heart black as coal.

I’ve been waiting for your love
But it never came.
I’ve been waiting for your call,
While my heart was bursting into flame.

I wanna end my life
But I don’t want to leave you.
Maybe I should take the knife,
Because that’s all I want to do.

I wish no one ever realised
That my life is out of place.
All the nights i lay and cried
With burning tears on my face.