Scared

I never thought I would be strong enough to open up to you
But now I know I am and I'm not sure what to do

I love you more than any guy ever before
But I feel as if I'm always wanting more

You're the perfect boyfriend, you treat me great
But I'm not the kind of girl you need to date

You need a girl that treats you the same
That's what you deserve, and I'm the one to blame

You know all my secrets and fears
But I know this will end in tears

I love you more than my heart will allow
But I can't show it cause I can't figure out how

I'll try to be better, stop pushing you away
But it's not going to magically happen in just one day