Time to end

I dont know why I’m countinuing
If there’s nothing in my life.
I’m always crying,
And always taking the knife.

This pain gets bigger everyday,
Because I know you don’t care.
It just won’t go away,
And it’s to much I can bear.

I guess I should leave,
And be gone forever.
At least it will dry my tear
That seems they will end never.

I’m so tired of being here,
So tired of my life.
Tonight I’ll end my fear
In the kitchen is waiting the knife.