After a while I stopped my fight,
When my wings were cut and I lost flight,
My eyes were covered and lost my sight,
It has been nothing but darkness since I lost the light.
I saw the lie that you had been making,
All along it was you, who had been faking,
I was just something there for the taking,
And now I’m in the cold, alone and shaking,
In you I thought I could confide,
You only achieved my trust because you lied,
So you I adored, and in the end despised,
And now I only want to run away and hide.
You hurt me more then I can ever express,
But it was only me that I would repress,
So deeper and deeper I continued to regress,
How did I get myself into this mess?
So many times I have tried to end my life,
Just to end up with tears and a bloody knife,
From my arm the crimson water would rife,
And only because of this one strife,
When could I wake from this terrible dream?
An endless cycle of pain it continues to seem,
I don’t understand what all this is supposed to mean,
And now I wait for myself to redeem.
How I wish none of this had to happen,
Then you might have been my friend,
I could choose to make this amend,
But instead I decide to wait for my meager end.
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