Behind all the smiles on my face
Lies my endless heartaches and pains
for all the jokes and laughter I've made
Still my sadness just won't fade.
Nobody knows that I'm almost dyin'
That I didn't feel any hurt and didn't feel cryin'
For I'm wearin' a silly mask to show i'm happy
To hide all the worries inside of me.
Pretendin' I didn't care when left alone
That I can stand to live my life on my own
That I can still make myself to go on strong
Though the truth is I can't find my way back home.
I don't know what I'm really missin'
Coz' it seems to me that I have everythin'
But I can't stop myself to keep on wondrin' (Why?)
Behind this silly mask I'm wearin' my tears just keep on fallin'
