Oh God let me go
just turn back let me say no
I never wanted to go like this
but this is it
I just wish for once i could feel his warm kiss upon my lips
Instead I put the blade on my wrist
but I'm better now there no more pain
Maybe i was always OK, maybe I'm insane
I just cant take it anymore my life is a war just let me bleed
let me dry out
let me scream
let me shout!
blood dries black like the color of my heart
I'm OK with that...so far
But I'm not OK that we are still apart
I will try to move on
buts its too hard to do
I know that I'm wrong but I still love you
And tho my heart stops and it all turns black
Look at my arms look at the mark these marks i have are for you
look at what you put me through!
these are scars of love
scars of truth
scars of hope
and memory
and youth.
